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this is a what happened night before last:



i just got back from my concert.

my parents were fighting the whole fuckin time.

my step dads moving out supposedly.

i got 2 knew bruises.

my mom left last night and went to another mans house and didnt leave no note or anything, she could have been dead for all i knew. :(

my dad threatened to kill himself this morning.

i almost slit my wrist again this morning because of my parents.

i cryed to my friend on the bus about all this shit because i cant take it anymore and i never cry in public.

:(

i swear i can not wait till i turn 18 so i can move out of here!!!







then yesterday morning this is what happened:



i woke up and got dressed for school everything that happened the night before erased from my mind completely until i walked to the bus stop and my friend asked me why there was an ambulance and firetruck at my house that night. i didnt know what she was talking about until i thought for a minute. the night before my mom had gotten drunk and went crazy and called the ambulance and told them to take her to the hospital or psyhciatric ward because she felt like she was going to kill my step dad. :(

i had heard them screaming back and forth the whole night while i was trying to get some sleep. i kept trying to tell them to shut up but they wouldnt listen.

so i fell asleep and i guess they came and took my mom to the hospital.



im glad i wasnt there when she did all that because it would have brought back really terrifing memories like the time she went crazy and trashed the kitchen and threw glasses everywhere. then stood there in the middle of the kitchen and slit her wrist in front of me. i was 13 years old when i saw my mom try to commit suicide and i screamed and cryed but i was scared to get close to her.





i swear my whole life i've just wanted someone to love me and care about me but i guess that that is to much to fucking ask. i've had to deal with this shit my whole life and i cant take it anymore. everyone thinks that my life is so cool and shit but they dont know what goes on behind closed doors. the emotional and mental abuse i go through everyday.

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CougarII
00:32 Mar 25 2009

I can see as a parent how we can make our kids life a living hell....sorry

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